Hi every body,
it has been a while…again, but this time it was for a good reason! I have been ill for a many years now and that kept me more and more from doing Bonsai and living a normal live! After many years of not receiving the proper help from many doctors and so called specialist, I finally found early this year a special clinic that could provide me the specialist help that I had been surging for for more than a decade! Help and support was finally given and I had new hopes on finally getting my old live and myself back! But than when I was building down a old (wrong ) medicine things went completely wrong and I got critical sick to a point that I had never reached before! It took me 2 months to get trough that hell….but then things slowly cleared up and I started to feel better than I had in years! Turned out that the prescript-ed medication from the so called specialist, that I had been taking for years, had been making me ill instead of any better. Live suddenly had meaning again and I could see the beauty of living again! But than disaster hit again, when during a check up because my hearth was racing like mad, they discovered that I had diabetes! So on top off everything I have to follow a strict diet now! low carbs and fat and no more sweets, salty snacks, drinks and other shit that made my live pleasant! But on the bright side, I lost 9 kilo’s since then and I can see my toes again when looking down! And I still feel so much better than only a few months ago and made new plans and for the first time in years started to work again on my neglected baby’s with pleaser and ideas and a smile on my face! So despite everything, things are finally looking up again! So the first thing to do was removing the long beard that I had let grow when I could not care less any more about how I looked! And then repotting, styling and maintaining my trees again like I use to do! I AM BACK!!!
More post’s will follow shortly!
Hans van Meer.